Friday, June 29, 2012

Always Go With Your DREAMS :)

I Cheated On My Fears
Broke Up With My Doubts
Got Engaged To My Faith
And Now I'm Marrying My DREAMS

 


Stand Out

It takes a SECURE and COURAGEOUS individual to stand out in the crowd

Everyone Needs Love

A person needs to be loved the most when they deserve to be loved the least

All About PASSION

Find Your  Passion and wrap your career around it

Love Your Self

 Passion will keep you going when the chips are down, when the resources are few, the odds are high and obstacles are many


Thursday, June 28, 2012

Its not what YOU ask of ME.Its what I PROMISE MYSELF.
There was A Lady And A Man Walkin Down The Hall. They Came Across A Picture. The Lady Asked If It Was Of His Brother, He Responded "Sisters And Brothers ii Have None, But This Mans Father Is My Fathers Son" Who Is The Man In The Picturee ?

HOW I FEEL ABOUT THE AM

 can't do anything about the past, and I don't know what the future holds. But when I wake up in the morning, I can make up my mind to do my best to enjoy my day, I will strive higher, rise above obstacles and live in health, abundance and victory. I submitted myself to God and my all is in his hands. God will strengthen my weakness and He will heal my pain and bruises.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

What kind of person are you?

Hey internet surfers,
     Here at Girl World 2.0 we are all about being a community of girls that can just chill and talk to one another without all the drama that can happen during the school year with uncooperative girls. Today like most days we had like a group activity that revealed what type of person we were based on decisions we made everyday. So you wanna try? I thought so, let's start!

1) You're going through a forest... describe it for me!
2) Are the trees full or dying? Close together or far apart?
3) Describe the path you're on... is it a dirt path or concrete?
4) There's a fallen tree in your path.. what are you going to do? Keep going or turn around?
5) You find a key on your travels... what do you do with it?
6)You happen across a house... what does it look like? Is it in good or bad condition? Is it empty or does it have stuff in it? How do you feel in this house?
7) You walk away from this house and get to a cliff..... do you stay or go back to the path to find some other way to your destination?


Now here's the drumroll.......

1) The way you describe the forest is how you feel right now.
2) The health of the trees and the number of them represent your friends and how good of a relationship you have.
3) The path represents where you are in deciding your future and how much faith you have in it, dirt being an unsure and beginning in thinking for your future while the concrete is more certain.
4) The tree detour is for you to determine if you will work to solve your problems or run away from them.
5) If you take the key then you use your tools to your opportunity.
6) The way you describe the house is how you feel and see your family and your relationship.
7) And your decision to stay at the cliff will say if you are a "smell the roses" or "final destination" type.


So that's all I wanted to share with you today, retake the test everyday if you want to change your answers.
See yah readers,
                     Nia

Know Your Birthday..(February 2nd)

Those born on February 2nd tend to be sophisticated people with their own elegant style, dress code and mode of behavior. Some negative things comes with being born on this day which are being uncompassionate, aloof and stubborn but everyone has their days.Your greatest challenge is learning to let down your guard. The way to overcome this challenge is to develop your self-awarness and understand that trust and intimacy are not weaknesses but strengths.

A Song that Resonates

One song that I love, that I put on blast when I'm having a really horrible, just STRESSFUL day is "Superwoman" by Alicia Keys. I find that it helps me to shake off my bad day and it reminds me that I still have to get up and do what I do. So, I sing the chorus with extra "gusto": "Even when I'm a mess, I still put on a vest with an "s" on my chest. 'Cuz I am superwoman, yes I am..."

I also love her song "The Thing About Love" because even though I think the song might be about going through a break up, I also think its about hearts breaking, how bad it hurts, and that even though it can be scary, it's still okay to take the risk. Love can be a wonderful thing. I also think this idea applies to people who care a lot about others in general, and that sometimes people can only give so much. When it isn't reciprocated (either by a boyfriend, a family memeber, or a friend), it hurts.

Finally, it can also be about loving yourself. Alicia Keys has a whole stanza about it being her time to shine:
Oh tell me that i'm not the only that's going thru it all
Oh sometimes I feel like i'm the only going thru it all
But its time
Oh its time
For me to shine
Hey
Its my time
Oh its time
For me to shine

Its my time
Said its my time
For me to shine
Its my time
Its about time
For me to shine

For me, it's about letting go of self pity, picking yourself up and allowing yourself to shine through. Life and love are messy, and sometimes they hurt, but unless you can love yourself and shake it off, you won't be able to pick yourself up and try and love again. :)

Ah... I love Alicia Keys. Now I feel all warm and fuzzy inside. <3 Peace Peoples.

-- C.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS PISCES 3< RUN IT :) WHO MAD





Mysterious and alluring individuals, most Pisces are extremely talented, but even though they are gifted in many ways, they still manage to spend most of their lives battling "confusing" conditions. Pisces is the sign symbolised by the image of two fish. Their symbol depicts one fish heading upward, the other pulling downward. This mirrors how Pisceans are frequently torn between two pathways in life, or actually do live two very different existences at the same time.

The number 2, is a very powerful number for them. This zodiac sign is acknowledged as being the Saint and the Sinner rolled into one; the trendsetter of fashion or art, the lost soul, the philosopher and the psychotic and the visionary. As a credit to them, considering their many vulnerable characteristics; Pisceans are incredibly adaptable and resilient. They are to be found leading the field in many diverse areas of life and many Pisces can be found represented amongst top business millionaires. On the other side of the coin, prisons, reform schools and all kinds of institutions statistically hold a high number of Pisceans too.

The Piscean's inner quest to explore their "ivory tower" syndrome can lead them into some most unusual and unlikely living conditions. Of all the signs of the zodiac, Pisces are the ones who end up in the most muddles over the years of their lives. They fantasize about situations, people and particularly romance - and because they spend so much time in their own form of 'fantasy land' this can catch them short in other more worldly areas. Because of this inner world of fantasy, Pisces people seldom perceive whatever is going on around them in its true light. They see life instead as they want to see it, coloring their view of the world in hues and tones far removed from its true reflection. No wonder this is the sign of both miracles and disillusionment. If you are a Pisces, be warned your emotions are a weak spot.

The lyrics of my life

Music is, and always has been, an important aspect of my life. Many musical artists/groups are very important to me, but one group stands taller than the rest. This group is the Beatles, and every single one of their songs means something special to me, but Across THe Universe and Julia have lines that mean the world to me.
                                Lines from Across The Universe

"Pools of sorrow waves of joy
Are drifting through my opened mind
Possessing and caressing me"


These lines from the first verse are incredibly beautiful to me.  I can relate to these words cause ever sinse I was very little, I've been rather open minded and extremely sensitive, and I'm an impulsive person who does things based off of my feelings.  So I continually have pools of sorrow and waves of joy, drifting through my open mind, possessing and caressing me.  Whatever I may be feeling at any given time, completely controls every move that I make, my feelings possess me.  They also affect me on such a deep level, they caress my very beign.

"Sounds of laughter, shades of life
Are ringing through my opened ears
Inciting and inviting me.
Limitless undying love, which
Shines around me like a million suns"


These lines from the third verse are once again, incredibly beautiful to me.  I like them because they describe life's most beautiful things in such a beautiful way.  Everybody laughs a different way, and you can tell a lot about people based off of the way they laugh.  So the different sounds of laughter, are the different shades of life.  Inciting and inviting me, hearing a person laugh makes you feel more comfortable around them.  Limitless undying love, is something beautiful that makes you happy.  It's something as beautiful and bright as the sun.  So, someone's limitless undying love does shine around you like a million suns. 

"Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world"

Throughout the song inbetween the verses, they chant "nothings gonna change my world", which is something reassuring to me.  Cause sometimes i get very afraid that something will drastically change my world, and I won't like the out comes of these changes.  So, after hearing happiness and sadness described, hearing "nothings gonna change my world", means a lot to me. It puts things in perspective for me, those words remind me that even if a love with somebody special to me is huge and great, or a heart break is ground shattering and depressing, it won't change my world. Not really, which makes me feel better no matter what.


                                                                Lines from Julia

"Half of what I say is meaningless
But I say it just to reach you"


The opening lines of this song, are in my opinion, some of the best words ever spoken. Because even if John's words are meaningless, they still need to be heard.  I really like this idea because sometimes I don't say things, because I fear that the person im saying them to, will find my words meaningless and empty. But even if I'm afraid of them not liking my words or finding my words empty and meaningless, I want my words to be heard.  So my words are meaningless, but I'll say them just to reach you.


"When I cannot sing my heart
I can only speak my mind"


I love these lines with all my heart.  Because this is how I am. I can't filter myself with some things, and I just need to get things out.  So having John Lennon sing these words to me, makes me feel like I can relate and just makes me feel happy.

ii Have ALot Of favorite Sonqss. But Most Of Them Are By Chief Keef And Futuree.
ii Love many Sonqs By Future Because ii Feel They Are Very Sincere And They connect With Mee. ii Lovee His Sonqs Rinq Rinq, No matter What, Rider, && Turn on The Lights.
ii Love Alotta Chief Keef Sonqs Becausee ii Feel Like He Is Dedicated. ii Love When he Says Not To Disrespect Him Or His Homiess, And When He Say That Uue Gotta Undastand Him Because He Tryna Get His Money. ii Feel The Sane Way, Like Uue Gotta Do What Uue Gotta Do && ii Hate For People To Disrespect Mee && My Friends !
Jon B They Dont Know
Heard about my past
Things I used to do
The games I used to play
The girls that didn't last
I know what's on your mind
You think I'm doing wrong
Can I say what is real
You are the only one
When I'm not around
Do you think of me
Or what the jealous ones
Are claiming me to be
You should know by now
That it's gonna take
A lot of trust from you
For us to make it through

You should know baby you're my angel
Nothing's gonna make you fall from heaven
Girl I just want to love you Love you


Don't listen to what people say
They don't know about you and me
Put it out your mind cause it's jealousy
They don't know about this here
Don't listen to what people say
They don't know about you and me
Put it out your mind cause it's jealousy
They don't know about this here

Girl lets talk about
What your friends told you
That I'm a selfish man
Want my cake and eat it to
Maybe in my past
But you changed me now
Now that I've learned to love
It's you that showed me how
Your love so real
I'd be a fool to play
Play around on you
I want to stay with you
You should know by now
That it's gonna take
A lot of trust from you
For us to make it through


You should know baby you're my angel
Nothing's gonna make you fall from heaven
Girl I just want to love you Love you


Don't listen to what people say
They don't know about you and me
Put it out your mind cause it's jealousy
They don't know about this here
Don't listen to what people say
They don't know about you and me
Put it out your mind cause it's jealousy
They don't know about this here

The Birthday Of Far-Sighted Astuteness:June16 #Gemini

"Today I Will Act With Speed, Good Judgement And Resolve"
My Greatest Challenge Is Not Being Suspicious Of Everyone And Everything: The Way Foward Is To Understand That Being To Cautious Can Sometimes Block Creativity And Spontaneity, Key Ingredients For My Fulfillment And Sucess.

Lyrics that mean the most

"bad boys aint no good, good boys aint no fun". These lyrics meant the most to me because is true how bad boys dont care what they do an good boys are conservative a little.
Neva End-

We don't wanna neva end
It's like our life it just began
You walkin' out, you comin' back again
Cause we became the best of friends
You got all the questions and I know all the answers
I done took your heart, girl and hold it up for ransom
We don't wanna neva end
We don't wanna
We don't wanna neva end
We don't wanna

I could tell you was into me from my instant chemistry
Ask I reflect memory, you ride or you die for me
I go to war over you want walk the fuck on by showing you
You know what it is shawty, forever my lil shawty
Long as I'm swimmin' in benjamins, you shop with no limited
You reminisce every session, love know you'll come back again
I know you can't breath without me, you gon' need the oxygen
I damn near gave you an overdose off my own medicine
I took a sip of your tea and I ain't been right ever since
As I think to myself what'd it be is it heaven sent
Let's put the past behind us
And go far away where nobody can find us
You can leave today I bet you coming back tomorrow
I could see the hate is comin' from a mile up
And it's all preparin' us for what we got comin'
If a day come your way and you feel like runnin'
Run in my direction and don't you run from me
Cause any time we get together, we goin' stuntin'
And I'm applyin' major pressure, feel it in your stomach
It's lightnin', it's thunderin', you describe me, got me wonderin'
Butterfly, butterfly
When you gon ever leave?
Any time you leave my side
I know you comin' back
I know you comin' back to me
            

                   -FUTURE         

This song is about a boy lovin a girl and he dont wont it to end in not let let her go.

Birthday Power Thought :)

There is this book called "The Element Encyclopedia of Birthdays". Before reading this i thought of myself as a person who was always good at interacting with others. I decided to look more into my sign after reading this about people born on February 11. In this Encyclopedia people born on this day are said to have a energy and drive that makes others want to learn from them. It also says people born on this day have a knack for making others feel good about themselves. When i researched the Aquarius zodiac sign as a whole it said "Aquarius can be good communicators as long as you stay in the mental realms. Aquarius are friendly, but can become uncomfortable as you discuss your feelings. In fact, your friends are very important to you and Aquarius might be involved with groups of like-minded people in a social club, a political action group or a public service group. It says a common motto for us is "Great spirits have often encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds." Which means The mediocre mind is incapable of understanding the man who refuses to bow blindly to conventional prejudices and chooses instead to express his opinions courageously and honestly. What does your zodiac sign say about you?

I Am Who I Am... Angie;)

i am out rages and humble
i wonder how my future will be
i hear motivation coming from wise people
i see a lot of vilonce
i want to be successful
i am out rages and humble
i pretend not to hear nobody
i feel the shakes inside,not letting me give up
i touch the sky
i worry about life in general
i cry about the struggles and obstacles I can't over come
i am out rages and humble
i understand people do wrong and are not perfect
i say IF THEIR IS A GOD, THEIR IS A WILL
i dream about my grandma being alive & my grandad having many more years to live rather then a month;-/
i try to be the best i can
i hope my dreams come true
i am out rages and humble
 Sasha GoHard Welcome Too The Real World
I Hate A Side line go get cho own man how u love him in he got a whole girlfriend cgirls like yall make it hard for me im living tryna love yall living tryna freak u think he yours because he let you spend the night man well get it right chris brown one night stand u got his number turned around in met his mama in you think you own looking dumb i mean dumber i just dont get it your friends mad tryna take my spot man forget it i had the place still got it if you ask me N if he say i dont you can come see me get it together you not his main girl welcome to the real world you sharing that boy he dont care girl he did you wrong now you sad move on girl see you thought that chu was 1st he broke your heart were it hurt now u feel like dirt

I AM

I am a young normal girl
i wonder why people are fighting
i hear about people  getting in trouble
i see people working hard for their lives
i want to do somethings that can help them
i am a young normal girl

i pretend  to know all about them
i feel the wind blowing
i touch the  frozen water
i worry about the political
i cry when i feel lonely
i am a young normal girl

i understand nothing can be better if we won't change it
i say lives are difficult
i dream to be a person who can benefit others
i try to get the best things for everybody
i hope once i can do that
i am a young normal girl

3< :) DIS SONG MEAN THE MOST "2" ME!!!!

3< We made a bond from the very beginnng I found my homey and my bestfriend Imma be there for ya till the very end , NO MATTER WHAT........

         THE REASON WHY THESE WORDS ARE POWERFUL TO ME BECAUSE EVERY PERSON I MEET I TRY TO HAVE A BOND WITH THEM FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, EVEN IF WE DONT HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON THATS JUST ME. I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON TO BE OPEN & NOT SO SHY BECAUSE YU WOULD NEVER FIND OUT NOONE TRUE COLORS IF YOU DONT SHOW YOURS. IM THE TYPE OF PERSON TO HAVE ANY ONE BACK IF YOU ROCKING WITH ME IM ROCKING WITH YOU :) NO MATTER WAT!!!!

       WHEN I 1ST HEARD THIS SONG I WAS IN HIGHSCHOOL ACTUALLY MY JUNIOR YR IT REALLY TOUCH ME BECAUSE IT HIT EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOING ON IN MY LIFE AT THAT TIME & POINT!

walk away

“I’m not trying to leave you believe me,
Cause what I’m going through, it ain’t easy, ain’t easy.
Should I stay or should I go?
But no matter how hard I try, I CAN’T WALK AWAY.”
                                                                -Walk Away by Olivia

Family Affair-Wale

The song that I related to the most was Family Affair by Wale. I don't currently relate to it but it was really powerful to me because my family was going through difficulties with my stepdad and mom. Although the scenario in the song wasn't exactly alike, the concept was. Physically, I was exhausted but emotionally, I was torn between what I wanted and what I needed. I was full of frustration and really couldn't deal everything that was happening. I'm glad I listened to the song though because at the end, it shows that there's still hope and things could end positively.

[Intro - Sample]
  Whyyyyyyy-yy-yyyyyyy...
Ohhh-ohh-oh-ohhhhhh...
Aah-aah-ah-ahhhhhhh...
[Verse 1]
Yeah this shit got me feelin' Robert Beck Rather than Robin Thicke Ho's, got a list, but I gotta pick I'm gettin' bitches to strip Leave all they clothes on, baby this ain't so hard See, I'm a nigga with no flaw No wrinkles in my game, this is Botox And spoke of I make them ho's strip But keep on your clothes Leave your inhibitions here...
I breed 'em like I'm going to war I tell them killers they ain't figure what they fightin' for This is your Vietnam Via my strength So your arms can't reach me Believe me I'mma be your God See, involvin' yourself is to be a part And when you crackin' for the night, you don't need a heart You now on the premises Where rules get followed My pretty works stalk ya...
Once guarded like the jail assistant But now invisible cells around your brain It's much different It's much stricter Believe me And even when you crabby, obey all seasons Whatever issues you have Now speak them Anything you need Now you gotta come to me for it Squeeze you tight Forever you my bottom bitch And not a fear as long as you know who your father is
[Chorus]
'Cause you love me (call me "daddy") (Whyyy me?) Because you need me (Whyyy me?) You need to breathe me (Whyyy me?) 'Cause I'm your family you too weak to leave me (me)
'Cause you love me (Whyyy me?) 'Cause you need me (Whyyy me?) You need to breathe me (Whyyy me?) Because I'm family you too weak me to leave me (me)
[Verse 2]
I'm more Karrine Steffans Than Corinne Rae I see the honesty, he told me that he needs me You see he loves me 'cause he beats me Because he kiss every wound that he leaves me From the womb, my newborn child Although the route's foul, we need Similac powder Hold on... Simmer down now It's momma's new job that provides temporary housing And I'm sorry that I brung You to the world See your father's in the clouds And daddy's in the Cadillac I better get my gown I'm running out of time Thirty x's on that calendar
You see I gotta go to war
You too young and you don't know what I'm fightin' for This is my Vietnam You are my strength And the reason that I'm going See, with you, I never see it wrong So I'mma leave you with the sitter And every time I spread 'em I'm dreaming 'bout Us with millions See me with a husband No government assistance Turn my back on the game and I ain't never gonna miss it I kiss you on the forehead, baby just listen Times I ain't with ya No I am still with ya Forever I am with ya And never should you tear And never should you fear Not when momma's right here (me)
[Chorus]
'Cause I love you (Whyyy me?) 'Cause I need you (Whyyy me?) Right now we need him (Whyyy me?) Because he family, we too weak to leave him (me)
'Cause I love you (Whyyy me?) 'Cause I need you (Whyyy me?) Right now we need him (Whyyy me?) You see he family, we too weak to leave him
[Verse 3]
You got me feelin' orphan Annie More or less Than the muse of a family Shit, is it money that my momma want? Or is it somethin' deeper, and this is momma front? I know my daddy gone It's such a lonely world Is this the reason for you leaving? Do you feel a void? Do we make you feel important than how you felt before? Do we kiss you on the forehead and keep you warm?
Shit, if I was old enough to speak I'd tell you that no money can be a mother to me And you ain't gotta go to war Especially if you don't know what you fightin' for You stuck in Vietnam You see him as a God And I don't know who told you, but I don't see a mom I see a young teen I don't see a problem We're livin' wrong before your God see a proverb Your little cub One day a bed One parent above, the other live scared She need love That's why I can't have it She can't be my mother She's always with daddy (me)
[Chorus]
You don't love me (Whyyy me?) And you don't need me (Whyyy me?) This ain't easy (Whyyy me?) I got no family, you too weak to leave him (me)
You don't love me (Whyyy me?) And you don't need me (Whyyy me?) This ain't easy (Whyyy me?) Momma, we got no family 'cause you too weak to leave him (me)
[Outro]
(Whyyy me?)
" I made it, Frist I made you who you are then I made it,Take a shot for me."- Drake



I feel that go to people who needed someone the most but when that person got them to that point they tried to make it as if they were better than the person who helped them got more famous or more respect then them.




" Your neighbors respect you, Trouble neglect you, Angels protect you, And haven accept you." - Drake



If your  neighbors dont respect you it leads to alot of drama and sinful things and if you have done a lot of things and did'nt try to get forgiving for them then who is going to be there to protect you and lead you to the good. them  





Lost Ones

During the summer of 2011 I heard a song that really spoke to me, the song is entitled "Lost Ones" which was written and rapped by J.Cole. The song  explains a relationship between a young couple before and after the young lady got pregnant. The song in general was powerful but some lyrics that I thought stood out is when he said "Tryna take away a life, is you God muthaf---er?". The literal meaning of these lyrics was basically not getting an abortion but it seemed like more than that. I feel like no one should have the power to take a life whether it be abortions, homicide or suicide. We have a creator who should have a say so about death. "Let go and let GOD.!"

"My Motto"

To Me "Blood Is Thicker Than Water" MeansThe Bond You Have With Your Family Is Stronger Than The Bond You Have With People Who Is Not Related To You Such As Friends. Most Times People Cannot Always Use This Motto And It Doesn't Stick With Them Beause In Many Cases They May Feel Like their Friends Are There More Their Own Family. To Me People Shouldn't Feel Like They Can't Go To Their Very Own Family But Things Happen. 

Nobody's Perfect!

"I was born to make mistakes, not to fake perfection." - Drake


This is one of my favorite song lyrics because it is very true. In our daily lives we strive to be the best at what we do. Sometimes through all of this we lose focus in what really matters, and that’s its okay to make mistakes in life. Mistakes set us up for the future because they teach us how to become stronger and better for the next obstacle that comes. So, if you happen to make mistakes don’t feel bad for them actually be glad that you have them. They are a compliment in your life; keep your head up and move on to the next challenge!


BEAUTIFUL (Lyrics)

My favorite lyrics are from the song "Beautiful" by Christina Aguilara "You are beautiful no matter what they say words can't bring you down". These words are so powerful to me because when I was younger it helped bring up my self confidence. One point of time when I needed them the most was when I was in the 4th grade I used to think that I wasn't pretty because I wasn't "light skinned" but now thanks to that song I KNOW I AM BEAUTIFUL.... and I don't care what anyone else says :)

SEPTEMBER 16 VIRGO!

"before i jump into my day, i will stop and connect with my spirit

Tupac: Brenda's Got A Baby

This song shows an example of how its hard to go through pregnacy and how its difficult to raise a child on your own. This inspire all young teens who have childrens.You are not alone, people around you is going through the same thing. These are the lyrics so enjoy:
Brenda's got a Baby
Brenda's got a Baby

I hear Brenda's got a baby
Well, Brenda's barely got a brain
A damn shame
Tha girl can hardly spell her name
(That's not her problem, that's up ta Brenda's family)
Well let me show ya how it affects tha whole community
Now Brenda never really knew her moms and her dad was a
junky
Went in debt to his arms, it's sad
Cause I bet Brenda doesn't even know
Just cause your in tha ghetto doesn't mean ya can't grow
But oh, that's a thought, my own revelation
Do whatever it takes ta resist tha temptation
Brenda got herself a boyfriend
Her boyfriend was her cousin, now lets watch tha joy end
She tried to hide her pregnancy, from her family
Who didn't really care to see, or give a damn if she
Went out and had a church of kids
As long as when tha check came they got first dibs
Now Brendas belly is gettin bigger
But no one seems ta notice any change in her figure
She's 12 years old and she's having a baby
In love with tha molester, whos sexed and crazy
And yet she thinks that he'll be with her forever
And dreams of a world with tha two of them are together,
whatever
He left her and she had tha baby solo, she had it on tha
bathroom floor
And didn't know so, she didn't
 what ta throw away and
what ta keep
She wrapped tha baby up and threw him in tha trash heep
I guess she thought she'd get away
Wouldn't hear tha cries
She didn't realize
How much tha tha little baby had her eyes
Now tha babys in tha trash heep balling
Momma can't help her, but it hurts ta hear her calling
Brenda wants ta run away
Momma say, you makin' me lose pay,
tha social workers here
everyday
Now Brenda's gotta make her own way
Can't go to her family, they won't let her stay
No money no babysitter, she couldn't keep a job
She tried ta sell crack, but end up getting robbed
So now what's next, there ain't nothin left ta sell
So she sees sex as a way of leavin hell
It's payin tha rent, so she really can't complain
Prostitute, found slain, and Brenda's
her name, she's got a baby

Baaaaaaaaby

Is blood REALLY thicker than water?

People always say blood is thicker than water. However, sometimes friends are there more than your own family is. Sometimes you can run to your friends before you can run to your family. Sometimes your family are quicker to throw you under the bus before your friends. Everybody has their own family issues, and I know some people who don't even interact with some of their family. Then again, I know some people who ONLY have family to lean back on. Sadly, that's just how the world is. Everybody is born into different situations. What do you think? How close do you think you and your family REALLY are? Is blood REALLY thicker than water?

I AM OCTOBERS VERY OWN

I am Octobers Very Own
I wonder about being excepted
I see my future right now
I want a relationship that can last forever
I am Octobers Very Own
I pretend something im not
I feel like everyone around me will be gone in a minute
I touch people with kind and sweet words
I worry about the little things in life
I cry sometimes about my father leaving me
I am Octobers Very Own
I understand that you dont have to pretend somthing that your not
I say "What Comes Around Goes Around"
I dream to meet Drake and become a successful person
I try to push myself to say the sky is the limit
I hope people get the understanding of what they reading
I am Octobers Very Own

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

How I See Myself But Not Always :)

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best
-Shakyra ♥



Something I Used to Believe...

When I was younger, someone once told me that the fuzzy seeds from the dandelions were wishes. My confirmations in this belief were proven when I used dandelion "wishes" to ask for a brother. My mom was pregnant in the summer of 1991, and to taunt us with suspense, she preferred that no one knew the sex of the baby. I wanted a brother SOOO bad because, well, just because. I already had a sister, and at ten years old, this seemed like a perfectly legitimate reason. So did wishing on dandelions. The week that my mother went into labor, I was on a weed infesting spree! "I hope it's a boy not a girl, I hope it's a boy not a girl!" *huff, blow, huff, blow, huff, blow* *Pheeewwwwwww go the dandelion seeds into the neighbors' yards.*

Well, my mom had a boy -- a brother I now call Levi.  But, I also had a father who was irritated about having to dig up dandelions from his lawn. (Something for which he has a sense of pride, and is a story of its own.) So, the "wishes" worked...but I soon figured out that they didn't work for everything...like who would have thought it wouldn't get me out of changing diapers, or make babies stop crying?

When I think about it now, it seems so silly, but there are still time when I wish things could be magical and as easy as wishing on dandelions.


What do you think (or thought) is magical?

♥ ♥ A Quote That I Always Like ♥ ♥

Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.
-Shakyra  ♥ ♥


One Thing To Another One

“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.”

I Am

I am light hearted and sensitive.
I wonder how many people actually care about things going on around them. 
I see many people who hurt as a result of bad decisions
I want everyone to be able to be comfortable in their own skin.
I am light hearted and sensitive
I pretend im in a fantasy bubble; inside no anger, no problems, no one but me.
I feel like an untold story holding many secrets ready to be heard.
I touch many peoples heart
I worry sometimes what if things don't go as planned or aren't as they seem
I cry when i notice some people cherish the things i take for granted
I am light hearted and sensitive
I understand you get nothing in this world because its easy
I say hard work develops to be the best work
I dream of being in a world of peace, happiness, and understanding
I try to be understanding and as open minded to everything
I hope some people are touched when reading this
I am light hearted and sensitive

Who are you?

Who are you?
Really!
Who are you really?
I have this picture painted of you
But is it true
Is it really a portrait of you?
This image in my mind of you
Does it capture your true essence?
Does it capture your likeness?
All I see
Is all I hear
What other people think of you.
But if you
Are like me
In any way that I wish you are
Or a man worthy to hope to be
Then the image I have of you is false
Fake
A faux if you will
But I say all this
Not for a simple answer
but for a chance to get to know
The guy you see in the mirror
And I hope to see in my future

~~I am Alicia~~

I am loyal and try to be outgoing
I wonder why some people seem to have it so easy, when others clearly struggle with every move they make
I hear the cries of girls cracking under pressure
I see so many faces hiding behind make-up
I want to be beautiful from the inside out
I am loyal and try to be outgoing
I pretend not to care what people say of me
I feel an intense need to be sorted at Hogwarts so that I can feel as though I have somewhere I belong
I touch my friend's cheeks as I dry their tears
I worry that too many girls care too much about their physical appearances, and ignore the world's real problems
I cry because of my weight and appearances, and I ignore the world's real problems
I am loyal and try to be outgoing
I understand why friendship is so important
I say to live your life as much as possible, before it ends
I try to be a good person, but I don't always know how
I hope to be as beautiful as my little sister one day
I am loyal and try to be outgoing.

THOUGHTS

i love searching for quotes since i was in a junior high school and it continues until now :)i find myself enjoying to read a page full of quotes from all of the world.so yea, so far my favorite author is Marilyn Monroe. nevertheless, most people know her as an awesome actress.

Who I Am :)

I Am Nice,Funny And Brave
I Wonder What's Coming My Way The Next Day So I Can Prepare And Be Ready For The Task
I Hear Music And People Talking
I See People That I Never Seen Before
I Am Nice,Funny and Brave
I Pretend To Be Myself At Times When i Am Not All The Time
I Feel Like I Can Complete A Goal And Be Successful
I Touch The Hearts Of My Family+Friends
I Worry Am I Going To Wake Up The Next Day
I Cry Because When I Think About The Mistakes I Have Made In Life
I Am Nice,Funny And Brave
I Understand Sometimes I Can Get Everything My Way
I Say That I Am Can Complete My Goal And be Successful In Myself
I Dream That One Day To Be My Dram Job As A Nurse
I Try To Accomplish All My Goals
I hope One Day To help Others In Need
I I Am Nice,Funny And Brave

my thoughts

i love searching for quotes since i was in a junior high school and it continues until now :)
i find myself enjoying to read a page full of quotes from all of the world.
so yea, so far my favorite author is Marilyn Monroe. nevertheless, most people know her as an awesome actress. yes, she was, and ever notice that she was a great author too? :)

LEAVE THE JUDGING FOR THE COURTROOM.!!

When is appropriate for your parent or guardian to choose who you can and cannot talk to. At what point is it ok for you to rebel against their decision.  Every parent has the right to tell you how they feel about who you talk to but they don’t have the right to say you can’t talk to them, especially if they don’t even know the person that well. It is true that they only won’t what’s best for you, BUT HOW CAN THEY KNOW WHATS BEST FOR YOU IF THEY DON’T EVEN REALLY KNOW YOU! You are your own person and nobody no you like you do.  No one really knows what you need but you. They see someone and judge them based on appearance, and “the word around the block is…” They never take the time to try and understand them or get to know them. This person can make you SOOO HAPPY and can be the best thing that ever happened to you, but they will never know because they don’t take the time to. There excuse is “I been there and done that. I know his type he just going to hurt you. I just don’t want you to make to same mistake I made.” What they don’t know is that you’re your own person, and even if they see that kind, they don’t know THAT person.  Next time this happens to you tell your parents…. STOP JUDGEING PEOPLE AND TRY TO GET TO KNOW THEM FIRST.
                                                                                                                                             -Marie


Shantre''s Beliefs..

a·bor·tion (noun): The deliberate termination of a human pregnancy.
I've always been an advocate against abortions but now my beliefs are different. Now that I'm older I feel like if a person isn't ready to take care of another life whether it be mentally, physically or financially then by all means do what you have to do. Although they should "make up the bed they laid in" (take responsiblity for their actions), people make mistakes because we're all human. Yes, I understand that to kill is a sin and I also understand that protection should be the first percussion you take when having sex but everyone doesn't and everyone's situation is different.

I am ambitious and loud

I am
       Ambitious and loud

I wonder about far away places in distant times
    I hear Zeus' roar as he plunders
        I see Pandora lurking in the shadows
           I want to fall in love

 I am ambitious and loud
                 
I pretend to be like everyone else
    I feel the energy living around me
       I touch the souls in people
         I worry that our actions today will destroy us tomorrow
            I cry at night for the father I barely know

I am ambitious and loud

I understand that the world is not perfect
   I say that your past does not define you
     I dream about my fast coming future
        I try to not be so serious all the time
          I hope for a better and safer world

I am..... ambitious and loud

Intro

Aaliyah Williams is from the northside of chicago. she joined girl world 2.0 because she wanted to meet new people and tell the world about the problems we need to fix. She is passionate about stoping the violence that goes on around chicago. Aaliayh loves to make everybody around her laugh. she love to listen to music.

I AM

I am pretty and outgoing.
 I wonder what the world would be like without people on earth.
I hear gunshots at the middle of the night.
I see the bodies laying on the ground dead.
I want the violence to end.
I am pretty and outgoing.
I pretend that I am not hurting.
I feel like I lost the people I love to gun violence.
I touch the face of my love ones.
I cry when i look on facebook and twitter it say R.I.P lil eddie and henry.
I am pretty and outgoing.
I understand that everybody's not perfect.
I say let stop the violence and bring in the peace.
I dream I will wake up to a peaceful world.
I try to keep myself out of trouble.
I hope the violence decrease.
I am pretty and outgoing.

Queen: I AM...

I am Determind and Strong
I wonder if people think the way I do
I hear the busy streets
I see the effects of the hood
I want to make a differance
I am Determined and Strong
I pretend to be calm and humble
I feel hurt and pain
I touch the feelings of Love
I wonder if he feels the way I do
I say good things about people
I dream of becoming something better than what I've seen
I try to be humble and a better person
I am Dtermined and Strong

~~About the Blogger~~

Alicia is fifteen and lives in Chicago.  Her favorite neighborhood in Chicago is Wicker Park.  She attends Lincoln Park High School and is going to be a sophomore in the 2012-2013 school year.  Alicia was looking for an interesting summer job, where she could write, and get paid at the same time, so she joined Girl World 2.0.  Cause writing and making money are two of her favorite things.  Some of her other favorite things are listening to music, especially Weezer, practicing her nearly perfect southern accent, and reading.  Some things that Alicia are passionate about, are teen eating disorders, cause shes seen first hand how intensely people are affected by eating disorders, and situations in which children are used as pawns in dangerous games, like the Falling Whistles in Uganda.

HOW I TRULY FEEL

when it comes down to it i let them think what they want to think if they care enough to bother with what i do then I'm already better

I am poem

I am nice and a good person
I wonder about everything
I hear my TV in the morning  
I see sponge bob on my wall
I want to work with kids
I am nice and a good person
I pretend that I’m Ms. Sponge bob
I feel good when I’m with my boyfriend
I touch my boyfriend when I hug him
I worry that I’m not going to get what I need for when I get ready to go back to school
I am nice and a good person
I understand people and there feels at some point
I say what I want to say
I dream to be what I want to be and do when I get at the time in life to be on my own
I try to do what is right
I hope for my life to be better in the long run of it 

I Write for the Fathers

  At birth you held her so close and said you'd never let her go.
It was you who made every bottle and changed every diaper.
You were the one who got up in the middle of to night when she cried.
   To be the father of a daughter, oh how proud you must feel. 
I write for you.
I write for the father who takes care of his child but never gets any credit. 
I write for you.
He who dreams of every recital he will go to and every game he will see.
I write for you. 
   When everyone said "oh how he's gone take care of a baby, he cant even take care of himself....But u doing it anyways.
I'm sooo PROUD of you. 
   We the people always talk about the dead beats and the ones who do nothing. BUT here you are, living proof that some dads do do something. Its you who will teach her how to walk, how to read, and how to pray. Its you who will teach her how to ride her bike. 
     When daddy daughter dance day come its You who will be proud to say I am a 24/7 father. When she cries over the 1st boy who breaks her heart Its you who will say Imma kick his Butt. 
      When she graduates college you will be there cheering her on. When career day comes and that special person asks to marry her, You will be there to give her off. Years later she becomes pregnant and you will do the same thing you did for your daughter to your grandchildren . 
Your a Proud Father and I write for YOU but not as much as I applaud you.